Saturday, August 21, 2010

Why Do I Have Three Blogs?

Actually 6 if you count the other two floating around the Internet that I've allowed to rot in obsolescence. It may have to do with my split personality. We all have it to some degree, right?

It's just that I need to be able to organize and edit myself. Each personality, with their own web space. One is a formative, have-it-together-teacher, bemused by her everyday experiences. The other is the gypsy nomad, and this last one right here, is the book and film and music lover that falls to pieces occasionally.


And they say girls can't compartmentalize.


Friday, August 20, 2010

What's your favorite genre of music?

Indie Pop.

Ask me anything

If you could have been the author of any book, what would it have been?

I would love to have been the author of The Great Gatsby,

Ask me anything

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

A detective like Nancy Drew.

Ask me anything

If you had to perform at the circus, what trick would you do?

The tightrope.

Ask me anything

Old Habits Die Hard

I discovered She and Him, the indie folk band with Zooey Deschanel through my cousin Stephen several years ago. He was one of those relatives I never knew I had. And the only one I felt any sort of kinship to -- musicwise. He was into the indie music scene, would watch live performances at NYC's The Bowery Ballroom and at one time, interviewed The Strokes for Spin magazine.


She and Him - M. Ward and Zooey Deschanel

Anyway, he would intermittently mail me "mix tapes" of some of the new stuff he'd listen to -- most of them, indie bands I've never even heard of.

One of the songs was "Sentimental Heart," which became an instant favorite for me. That line - "Old habits die hard, when ya got a sentimental heart," with Deschanel's syrupy, sad, lilting voice was perfect for the rainy August or cold December days I am ever so fond of.

It's my soundtrack every time anything that has to do with P. comes up. Just like last night. Anything to do with him usually sends me crumpled and sad and inconsolable. There is a catalogue of hurts and tiny heartaches and an ocean of regret, and I can not bring myself to get over the entire thing.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Alex The Apache

Inglorious Basterds premiered on HBO last Sunday. In that scene where Brad Pitt, as Aldo the Apache spoke in front of his Jewish recruits (I never thought I'd say this, but), he looked just like my dad.


My mission now is to look for a picture that proves my point.

Monday, August 16, 2010

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Speaking of books..

Our school librarian chose me as Reader of the Month for August. And I chose one of my all-time favorite books - Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro. I'm not sure if our high school students will appreciate this, but...


"Never Let Me Go is by Kazuo Ishiguro, the Japanese-English writer best known for his novel, The Remains of The Day. It revolves around three students – Kathy, Ruth and Tommy – who seem to live an idyllic life in a sunny, upper class English boarding school. We witness them go through the typical experiences of adolescence – peer pressure and insecurities, love and heartbreak.


But as the story unfolds, Ishiguro reveals from one sinister scene to another, how Kathy and her friends’ lives are anything but normal. In fact, the very idea of their existences makes even their teachers and guardians recoil in horror.


Ishiguro writes this macabre story masterfully. Part sci-fi, part horror tale, part love story, Never Let Me Go is replete with scenes that are normal and innocent on the surface, but are throbbing with knotted tension and heart-in-your-throat terror. There is one particular scene near the end, where Tommy and Kathy confront their old headmistress, Miss Emily, which still haunts me at odd moments and sends shivers tingling down my spine.


In the end though, the story is more sad, rather than scary. And because it is set in a believable, relatable environment, with very real, very human characters that you will come to love, the ending is all the more tragic and heartbreaking. "



I heard that there's a movie coming out this year starring Keira Knightley and Cary Mulligan. I hope it's good.

My Bedside Book

I always sleep with two or three things beside me on my bed -- books, my journal, and a shirt that I am hiding from my sisters because I want it to be available when I feel like wearing it.


Why not keep it in the closet, you ask. Well I have three sisters and we are notorious for borrowing each others' clothes without permission. So we’ve taken to hiding them in rather clever places. My sister stashes them in her car. I put them under my pillow.


Anyway I was going to talk about one of the books I have bedside:




The Name of The Rose by Umberto Eco. When I was in college, I was in love with our Communication Theory Professor. That was enough reason to immerse myself in all of the Semiology books I could get my hands on, and of course Umberto Eco’s name is almost synonymous with Semiology.


So I tried reading his most famous work – The Name of The Rose. It was soooo tedious. The main characters were a Franciscan and a Benedictine monk. It was set in a monastery. Some of the dialogue was in Latin. After about 50 pages, I gave up. My non-fiction teacher said that Eco purposely made the first 100 pages boring, to weed out the serious from the casual reader. The rest of the book, he said, was a wild ride. So you can imagine that now, 6 years later I am reading with a conscious effort to go beyond the 100 page mark.


And so far, it has been…one ride that sends me straight to sleep, each night. I'm past the 200th page and I'm still waiting for the "wild ride." I remember reading somewhere that it's The Da Vinci Code for smart people. Guess this is how geniuses get their kicks - Latin dialogue, verbose discussions on heresy, religion and history.


I've decided to keep reading though. I can never walk away from a murder mystery without first finding out the culprit.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Sleight Of Brands and Twist of Feet

Right before going off to Erika's surprise despedida, I missed a step on the stairs going down Mia's house. Twisted my ankle.

We didn't get to talk much, the night was strange like that. Maybe it was the big round table at Zong, which discouraged across-the-diameter conversation?


I'm going to miss Erika, and how she'd say things like, "Victoria's Secret? That's what launched the career of Noemi Campbell right?"


Mia and I nearly died laughing. NOEMI?
Pinoy na pinoy.

And when Erika asked "What's a good brand for jeans, 7 in Rockwell?

Us: "Wowwww. Clazzzz."

Erika: "Levi's doesn't fit me well."

So we suggested, Freego. And Bunny Jeans. Blowing Bubbles. Jean suggested Crissa. RR Jeans. BUM Equipment. Hahahaha. All these Department Store brands of our homogeneous childhood. The kids today -- with all the choices that globalization has brought -- will they have such collective memories as ours?

The twisted ankle formed a big ugly lump after I got home. So I've been hobbling, limping and walking abnormally for the better part of three days. The doctor recommended taking a sick leave today, but no way was I going to miss the House Launch.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

A Time For Everything Under The Sun

Tonight, I get to own my very first SLR. I've wanted to own one for a long time, but it's only now that I can afford it. It couldn't have come at a more perfect time. The winds are a' changin', at least for me. This is the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I can feel it.

The best days are ahead, and indeed my God is the God of
PERFECT TIMING.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Tonight I Can Write

All of a sudden I feel a slight tinge of sadness after reading Clarise' blog - the watercolor paintings,the stacks of Hemingway and Fitzgerald books, the Singin' In The Rain poster.


Some people really do get to live the romantic life.